flat banget, rata. kesel sendiri, pengen teriak-teriak kalo ada tempat, pengen nangis berjam-jam, gatau apa yang gue rasain. bener-bener gatau. orang-orang pasti langsung buat kesimpulan sendiri, mulai dari ada yang bilang marah sama dia, inilah, itulah. kesel! tapi, bener-bener gabisa ngomong apa-apa. pas di sekolah, sempet mikir, kalo kapanpun mau nangis, pasti bisa banget, eh udah ditahan-tahan, malah gabisa ke tahan lagi, terus nangis:'( malu banget. bener-bener malu. maaf ya, bukannya kesel sama siapa-siapa, bukan juga kangen sama ini sama itu, bukan marah, bukan patah hati, bukan diputusin sama orang, bukan apa-apa beneran deh. gue juga bingung. tapi, makasih ya temen-temen, lo semua baik bangeeeeeeet. ngehiburnya pake cara kalian sendiri-sendiri, thanks to all of you who were there when i need you.
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Lord, i'm amazed by You. Happy Good Friday, anyway :):):)
Your love was really amazed me, Dad. I'm Yours. You're mine. And i really proud for this, i'm feeling so lucky to having a chance like this. Seriously.
Oke, hari ini Jumat Agung. Ya, kaya apa yang orang bilang, Agung. Agung banget! Tuhan udah mati buat kita, berkorban buat kita semua, kita yang berdosa, Dia yang tanggung. Ini bukan berarti kita bisa seenaknya aja buat dosa. Ini salah total.
Pas tadi di Gereja, dikasih liat film The Passion of The Christ, gatau mesti bilang apa. Bisanya nangis doang. Ngeliat film yang kaya gitu, Tuhan Yesus yang disiksa sampe segitunya, dicambuk, dikasih mahkota duri, disuruh pikul salib yang beratnya gatau kaya apa, dipaku tangan sama kakinya. Tuhan kita semua ini berdosa banget:( ga layak sebenernya buat ngomong sama Tuhan. Tapi, Tuhan rela ngelakuin semua ini, buat kita semua. Balik lagi sama kita, kita mau ngehargain karya terbesar dalam hidup setiap kita, atau kita mau menyalibkan Tuhan Yesus buat yang kedua kalinya? Ini bukan masalah ikut-ikutan atau apa, ini masalah pribadi kita sendiri. Tuhan udah bener-bener baik sama kita semua.
Oke, hari ini Jumat Agung. Ya, kaya apa yang orang bilang, Agung. Agung banget! Tuhan udah mati buat kita, berkorban buat kita semua, kita yang berdosa, Dia yang tanggung. Ini bukan berarti kita bisa seenaknya aja buat dosa. Ini salah total.
"Karena semua orang telah berbuat dosa dan telah kehilangan kemuliaan Allah, dan oleh kasih karunia telah dibenarkan dengan cuma-cuma karena penebusan dalam Kristus Yesus" Roma 3:23-24
Pas tadi di Gereja, dikasih liat film The Passion of The Christ, gatau mesti bilang apa. Bisanya nangis doang. Ngeliat film yang kaya gitu, Tuhan Yesus yang disiksa sampe segitunya, dicambuk, dikasih mahkota duri, disuruh pikul salib yang beratnya gatau kaya apa, dipaku tangan sama kakinya. Tuhan kita semua ini berdosa banget:( ga layak sebenernya buat ngomong sama Tuhan. Tapi, Tuhan rela ngelakuin semua ini, buat kita semua. Balik lagi sama kita, kita mau ngehargain karya terbesar dalam hidup setiap kita, atau kita mau menyalibkan Tuhan Yesus buat yang kedua kalinya? Ini bukan masalah ikut-ikutan atau apa, ini masalah pribadi kita sendiri. Tuhan udah bener-bener baik sama kita semua.
18 April 2011 - 19 April 2011.
AAAA bener-bener gak boleh dilupain dua hari ini. Terlalu berharga, ga ada yang perlu disesali, banyak pelajaran yang bisa diambil. Sepertinya, posting kali ini bakal panjang banget deh. Tapi okelah.
i really feel the different between... us?
didn't you feel the way i feel? i'm a bit uncomfortable with this, aren't you?
i love you as my friend. but don't you look at me, here, as i'm your friend?
even you don't know what to say if i'm asking you this situation. i'm feeling that i'm not exist in your mind.
i love you as my friend. but don't you look at me, here, as i'm your friend?
even you don't know what to say if i'm asking you this situation. i'm feeling that i'm not exist in your mind.
I found out that.......
you're the same with others. Not too different, exactly.
Yeah, why you did that to me? You're looking me only as your friend, your best friend? Or what?
You have problems? Or even a problem? Just call me, and we'll sit together, i'll listen to every word that you said.
I'm not a good speaker, because of that i don't talk much. I prefer to being a good listener. Its better i think, aren't you?
What do you think about my feeling to that boy? Can i call him Mr. Cruel? Will you ask me why? I'll answer that he is not worth for you to liking him. HE IS JUST THE SAME. The boys are all same, they're bad.
I don't want you to cry because of him. I hope that your heart knocked when i was writing this.
And one more thing, i hope you can be like you used to be. Imissyou *whispering*
Love you much! ;)
Yeah, why you did that to me? You're looking me only as your friend, your best friend? Or what?
You have problems? Or even a problem? Just call me, and we'll sit together, i'll listen to every word that you said.
I'm not a good speaker, because of that i don't talk much. I prefer to being a good listener. Its better i think, aren't you?
What do you think about my feeling to that boy? Can i call him Mr. Cruel? Will you ask me why? I'll answer that he is not worth for you to liking him. HE IS JUST THE SAME. The boys are all same, they're bad.
I don't want you to cry because of him. I hope that your heart knocked when i was writing this.
And one more thing, i hope you can be like you used to be. Imissyou *whispering*
Love you much! ;)
PHYSICK SUCKS!
PHYSICK SUCKS!
PHYSICK SUCKS!
PHYSICK SUCKS!
PHYSICK SUCKS!
PHYSICK SUCKS!
PHYSICK SUCKS!
PHYSICK SUCKS!
PHYSICK SUCKS!
PHYSICK SUCKS!
PHYSICK SUCKS!
PHYSICK SUCKS!
Another hello to another Mr. Dimple
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I met you a few days ago. Yeah, a few days ago. Because my friend brought me there, and you were there. So that is the way we met.
Firstly, i say that you cool enough and, my friend told me that you were clever and.... rich? I'm not thinking about your money, don't you be worry.
But, the thing that i'm thinking is, are you really clever enough? You're cool. You're good-looking with that braces on youtr teeth. I used to use the braces, but no longer braces-user. I miss my braces:(
Yeah, if i'm still using the braces, we have more same thing HEHEHE. Your dimples and your braces.
I want to know you more. Wait, i'm not serious for this.
Firstly, i say that you cool enough and, my friend told me that you were clever and.... rich? I'm not thinking about your money, don't you be worry.
But, the thing that i'm thinking is, are you really clever enough? You're cool. You're good-looking with that braces on youtr teeth. I used to use the braces, but no longer braces-user. I miss my braces:(
Yeah, if i'm still using the braces, we have more same thing HEHEHE. Your dimples and your braces.
I want to know you more. Wait, i'm not serious for this.
